Well, I went for the interview last night. I got the job. All I have to do is go get my sherrif's card and go in tonite to start my paperwork/training. But after all of that, i'm just not sure if it's something I wanna do. I really want the job, only for the extra money. But Ken is very upset about it (where the job is). He doesn't like me being in that environment, and I can't blame him for that. So this morning i'm sitting here trying to decide what to do. I have a big personal/business move i'm planning and I want to be prepared if that goes sour, but I also want the time to prepare for it, which I won't have if I take the job. I'm trying to think positive, that everything is going to work out fine, but i'm a bit of a worry wort at heart so i'm also planning on the negative. Or planning for the negative. I'm so confused. I almost feel like I should flip a coin. Take the second job, put the money in savings for our house in August, or in case things go wonky at work, or focus on work and do what it is that I really want to do. Ugh... I hate being a grown-up sometimes.
4 comments:
It is hard sometimes to know what to do. Do you have that inner peace about the new job? You were offered a second job and some don't even have one job, so that is a blessing. Ok, you do have a tough decision. Good luck with that. LOL
Seriously, I just said a prayer for you too make the decision that would be best for you.
Let us know what you decide.
Good luck in your decision making process... whatever you decide will be the right choice as everything happens for a reason. At least I think so :)
Good luck with your decision. I came over from SITS roll call ... cute blog :) It's nice to meet you!
Sorry, but I have no advice for you. I do wish you well with the decision that you make.
I'm sure everything will fall into place for you and your family.
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